I can recall an evening where I stupidly had smoked a little weed, tempting fate on the eve of when my monthly probation reporting was to occur. Although it was a great night, I still successfully managed to put myself in harm’s way, risking everything I had worked so very hard for, instantly in one selfish moment.
It all hit me the next morning as I thought How could I be so reckless? What the hell was the matter with me? Was it all worth it? But beyond that, I was terrified of the consequences…